Maja

Your gestures deceives me

You eyes retrieve me

You existence achieves me

Your time, please, believe me

Feel you, want you, chase you

Existence, presence, all or nothing

Time, space, sun, rain, earth, space,

Love, hate, trust, thirst

first, love, sight

I pay, I say, I pray, I prey that would be okay, say.  

A systems biology like approach to explain a failure or a systems biology like approach to easy your pain

The worse thing that can happen to someone is liking someone and fail to accomplish what your hopes take you to. A broken heart is quite difficult, specially if it has been happening for quite a while. What can be a quite pain is the fact that you are so down that you talk to someone, and certainly that person is not going to loss the opportunity to tell you what to do. They advise how you should have handled the problem, e.g. you should not tell her you feelings, you should not go so fast, you should have waited, you shouldn't have waited. What piece me off the most is that the comments are vague, personal, and limited; as vague as prediction from people that read cards. Some would take them as granted, once when you fail, you fail. At least in my reality, a girl's no is no, there is no coming back. So what lasts to us is either cry until no tear is left or take an active position, making science of it! Einstein once said that theory is when you know all, but nothing works; experiment is when all works, but no one understand a thing. Herein we are in the theory domain.

A broken heart

The worst of a broken heart is not the

failure itself to succeed with the 

person you believe to like

but rather the continuous loss of hope

 you experience every time it happens,

for an unknown period of time

if you do not pay attention

that can be your downfall